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Looking for my king I need you to understand me, to embrace my imperfection and see my flaws!!! I need you not to harp on what is less than satisfactory about me, but praise what is emaculate about me... You see, in my 19 years of life, I have finally decided to accept me! I have always HATED everything that defined me as a black woman. I grew up in my own world of hurt and insecurity! I HATED THE SKIN I WAS IN!! Nothing was good, My skin too DARK, my hair TOO Nappy, my eyes not light enough, my waist not small enough, my hips not thin enough! I've EXISTED on a path of DESTRUCTION over the yrs, looking for ACCEPTANCE AND LOVE, in all the wrong places.........I need to LOVE what I see!! From the dark shade of my skin to the 250 pounds that the scale reads...IT's ME in all my GLORIOUS BEAUTY!!! Every imperfection is a TESTIMONY and makes me FABULOUS: From the scar on my body, to the stretch marks from pregnancy, Wight loss, and weight gain, to the dimples in my --- from it being to damn big, I will not be ashamed! Nothing about me is coincidence...I was created this way, no one should criticize....So my question then becomes, why can't I like what I see? but on a lighter note......lol, I am looking for a honest man that knows what he wants in life...... and someone who will treat me like the queen that I am......